Playing Catch-Up

22 04 2009

So much has happened since my last blog post nearly two weeks ago.

Jana had a fabulous birthday party at the Yard House in Downtown. Why is it so hard to convince strangers that we giggle that way even without a drop of liquor? There is no better thing in life than laughing hysterically in a corner booth with your best friend until one of you lands on the floor and calls it a night.

The next day was the Dodger’s Home Opener and perhaps it wasn’t such a great idea to just keep pointing at the drink menu at random. The opening day ceremony was amazing, marked by a very special tribute to our very own Vin Scully who is currently in his 60th year with the Dodger organization. The celebration was marred only by the very odd contrast of the fly-over of a stealth bomber and the release of dozens of white doves. A “peace” offering, I suppose, to us liberals who are annoyed by the “traditional” spectacle of American military might during a baseball game. The game was great, of course, and marked by history. Interestingly enough 50 thousand people get to tell one story and two people get to tell another.

Jana and I also went to last Friday’s game against the Rockies. That was a great game. I love watching this team. These boys play with all their heart and win or lose it’s great to root for players who actually try. It’s such a nice contrast over the last few seasons and it is what will make this team a winning team this year.

On Saturday I shot a beautiful backyard wedding in Lakewood. This wedding reaffirmed to me how much I love wedding photography. I absolutely just love being in the center of it all. The couple was so loving and their friends and family were so wonderful. Also, I captured some of the most beautiful wedding pictures to date. I am just in awe of my camera and lens. All it makes me want to do is keep upgrading and adding. My only disappointment about that day was that Jana could not shoot with me. Instead a friend of hers, that joined us in DC, helped as my second shooter and did a fabulous job.

Throughout all of this I have been adjusting to life with a 60 pound pit bull. She is just the most amazing and beautiful dog that I have ever seen. She is constantly charming us with her many quirks and her stubbornness makes me laugh. She is amazing me everyday with her quick ability to learn. She already knows what she can and can’t do and tests those boundaries every day. It is so hard for me to fight the urge to let her sleep on the bed. As to her relationship with the cats, I think they are all finally learning to get along. She ignores them for the most part and they try to keep out of her way. I’m sure they will be friendly in no time, but for now my tiny little cats still aren’t so sure of that giant mouth and all those teeth.





What a Weekend

23 03 2009

I know I slacked off of my blog for the whole weekend, but I can explain.

It all started Saturday morning. I had a meeting with a couple about their wedding on April 18th. They were very cute and I am very excited to capture their wedding day for them.

After my meeting Ryan and I had a bunch of errands to run. Our first step was to find a target and a pet supply store for cat food.

The directions to the target sent us right by a Centinela pet store and a little strip mall with an Anna’s Linens. Part of our target shopping list included new towels and sheets so I decided to give Anna’s a try.

Well, wow, not only did we get new towels and sheets but new bedding, including accent pillows, black out curtains for the bedroom, new curtains for the kitchen and a few new curtain rods. All coming in nicely under $200.

We then avoided the Target all together because the parking lot was just insane. It took us nearly 5 minuets just to turn around and leave the parking lot!

Nixing the other items on our list, we then headed for the pet store. Of course, it was Saturday and they always have the pet adoptions of Saturday. We usually put blinders on and walk as quickly as we can. But this day a beautiful dog caught both of our eyes.

Petunia

Petunia

Her name was Petunia. We learned that she is most likely a Sharpei and Staffordshire Bull Terrier mix, two years old and a very sociable dog. Her little tail went nuts when other dogs would walk up to her pen. I just couldn’t believe how well behaved she was. We didn’t once hear her bark or whine and she recognized her name and would sit on command.

Then came the six words of doom, “would you like to walk her?” Well I took a hold of that leash and it felt so comfortable. She just trotted right along side of me. I could feel her strength and energy as well as her focus. Weighing around 42 pounds she could certainly tug me around if she wanted to. She certainly needs work on a leash and she wanted to sniff the ground, but I wouldn’t let her. It felt almost natural to break off into a jog so I gave the leash a tug and we were off. I wasn’t wearing running shoes and when my shoe slipped off she slowed down right with me. It was amazing.

Walking back one of the volunteers explained to us their program. What a great organization. They do a home inspection and a week trial period and at any point for any reason they will take the dogs back. I appreciate that there are so many lovely people out there who are willing to take on such a responsibility to help save the lives of these animals.

I got in touch with Petunia’s foster dad. We had a great conversation and I tried to lay out all of my faults but that we were very sincere in striving to make the best home for Petunia. Our next step is bringing her into our home for the trail week. We are just far too excited. I couldn’t sleep with all the anxious energy.

So it looks like Petunia will be coming to us on Wednesday. Just enough time to get the place ready for her. My cats are in for a huge surprise!

So then the rest of Saturday evening was spent cleaning and changing out curtains and such. I was so tired I passed out shortly after my head hit the pillow.

Sunday was a strange day. It started great. Ryan and I went to breakfast, then to the grocery store. Then I left for Jana’s. Our plan was to go to the gym, spoil ourselves in the hot tub and then work on 643 projects the rest of the day.

Work out was great, hot tube was GREAT, the problem was the sauna. It was great while in there but I think we were both dehydrated or something because the rest of the day we were both just a little bit off.

We got through a lot, but not with our usual gusto. By the end of the day we were certainly ready to be done. So we just grabbed some dinner and Jana brought me home.

It was certainly an eventful weekend.





Weeks that are Long and Days that are Short

20 03 2009

It is finally the end of my week, a very loooooooong week. Compounded by the fact that I worked straight through the weekend. While I will have to work both days this weekend, I think it will be considerably better.

Firstly, I have time to go to the gym both days. Yay! Secondly, I only have a meeting tomorrow with a client and Ryan is off, which means we can spend mostly all of tomorrow together. The meeting is a good excuse for us to get out of the apartment. Sunday is a little more daunting, because Jana and I have a lot of work to push through. But in lots of ways our work days are so much more like having fun than doing work. Trust me, we will get a lot done, but I’m sure there will be lots of laughing involved and how can you beat that.

In spite of this feeling like one of the longest weeks of year so far, the days were incredibly short. Time doesn’t always fly when you’re just having fun, it can fly when you are just incredibly busy. I haven’t been this busy at work in months and while some things are annoying, it is good just to have projects to do to make the days go by faster. I hope it continues.

Going to try to go to bed early tonight. I don’t think that will be an issue.





Weddings, Sundays and the Future

16 03 2009

On Saturday Jana and I shot an 8 hour wedding.  It was, let’s say, a very  interesting day.

We stopped to eat lunch at an Outback and for some reason we were totally giddy. We apologize to our server who might have thought we were laughing at him. I don’t know why we couldn’t control ourselves. Just one of those days I guess.

The location for the wedding was just absolutely gorgeous. A wedding photographer’s dream. I was awestruck at the portraits from my 5D. Finally the quality of the images matches the image I see through my lens.

All in all I think the promotion was a success. We met a lot of great people and a lot of business cards were gone by the end of the night.

I think I finally found the perfect outfit. I was comfortable and had plenty of pocket space. My shoes weren’t bad but I think I could still keep looking. At some point I’ll have to give in and spend the money on really good shoes.

Sunday was a wash for me. I would have liked to have spent some time cleaning and relaxing but I was at my computer the whole day editing pictures and working on my script. It wouldn’t have been such a waste of a day if it wasn’t for the fact that it was my only day off.

This weekend made me all the more resolute that I am doing what I want to do. To have the freedom to plan out my own days. To have no one to report to but myself. To be motivated not by a paycheck, but by my own pride in my work. These are my goals. This has to be my future.

I have lived this dream in my mind many many times: I wake up on a Monday morning, not by an alarm, but by the sun. I throw on my robe and fix some breakfast. I sit down at my computer to check my email and read the news. Then throw on some gym clothes and head to the gym for a nice workout. Head back home, shower, pull out a pair of jeans and a t-shirt and head to the office. I imagine that Mondays would be more of a prep day, these are things we need to accomplish this week. If we had a shoot or an event over the weekend, I imagine Mondays wouldn’t even exist.

But until that day comes, and it will come soon, and perhaps just when it is supposed to, here is a little proof that my dream isn’t just a fantasy, it is just a few steps away from being real.
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The Arizona desert and training in Spring

9 03 2009

at 3:45 on Saturday morning I pushed the snooze button on my alarm. Five minutes later I was staring at a text message sent 11 minutes ago telling me that Jana was walking out the door. In a panic I threw on my clothes brushed my teeth grabbed my bags and ran out the door. It was 4:00am and we were headed to Glendale, Arizona and Dodger spring training.

A Joshua Tree

A Joshua Tree

The sun came up just as we were approaching Joshua Tree National forest. We pulled over for a planned stop to take some pictures. We wandered around for a bit, laid in the middle of the road, and remembered we could set up a self timer and had a tripod. There is nothing quite like the crisp clean cold morning air of the desert.

Arizona Welcome Sign

Arizona Welcome Sign

We stopped in booming Blythe, Ca for breakfast, just before the border of Arizona, where we weren’t the only customers wearing our Dodger pride. Not a few seconds back on the highway when Jana caught the welcome sign just in time to pull over and take a few pictures. States really should have pullouts so that people don’t kill themselves doing that.

Camelback Ranch

Camelback Ranch

Kemp and Ethier

Kemp and Ethier

We arrived in Glendale, AZ around noon which gave us an hour before game time. We were really impressed with the layout and the style of the whole facility. It wasn’t gaudy and blended in with it’s desert surroundings. A water feature (which used reclaimed water) made you feel as if you were in the middle of a desert oasis. The stadium itself was very intimate and it took a while to get over how close we were to the players.

Furcal

Furcal

On Sunday we sat just 10 rows behind the Dodger dugout. We took turns walking down to the side of the dugout to take pictures. I was so close I could have touched Andre Ethier. Then I looked up and Rafael Furcal was standing just feet in front of me. Then I looked back down and Matt Kemp was standing next to Ethier. I scampered back to my seat giddy as a teenager.

It was an amazing trip and we spent the whole time planing our month long vacation next March. We got to see some kids in action, Clayton Kershaw and AJ Ellis, so it will be exciting to root for them. We were only able to get Jeff Weaver’s autograph because of a certain gestapo usher but we were able to stand near Chad Billingsley. I’ll flickr all my great pictures soon.

After spending way too much at the clubhouse store we got on the road and headed for home. It was the most jam packed 42 hours we had ever spent together and it was a blast.

Driving home into the sunset.

Driving home into the sunset.





Play Ball!

17 02 2009

The sights and sounds of baseball gearing up has gotten me excited! This Saturday Jana and I sat down and picked out a whopping 27 games to attend this season and that was just for the mini-plan we were ordering. We were already making plans for certain individual games we might have to get on the side. On top of it all, in just a few weeks, Jana and I will be taking our first ever trip to Spring Training! So, as I stare out into a dark and cloudy sky I am itching for Spring and reflecting on my own passion for the sport.

Sometimes I listen to Jana with deep envy, my passion is not the same as hers. Her love for baseball and the Dodgers goes back to childhood, and a connection with her father and brother. An obsession fueled by the energy and time of youth. I often sadly wish I could share that with her.

But, it is this exact passion in my friend that has made me a Dodger fan. She was the one who took me to my first game as an adult. She was the one who taught it to me. She was the one who showed me how to keep score. She was the one I turned to, and still turn to, when something happens that I don’t understand. Her enthusiasm has become my enthusiasm.

But there were two other reasons for why I fell in love with baseball, and Dodger baseball in particular:

First, Dodger Stadium. The view of the field as you walk out to the top deck is awe-inspiring. There is nothing else like it. I tingle just thinking about it. You feel transported to a different time and all that is in your mind is baseball.

Second, Vin Scully. There is nothing in the world that can quite compare to listening to the voice of Dodger Baseball. My heart aches for future generations who will not know what it is like to listen to him call a game. Listening to Vin is like stretching your own soul across both time and space.

Dodger baseball connects me to history. I have great pride in calling the Dodgers my team. It doesn’t matter who the players are, or whether they win or lose, they will always be my boys, my bums.

But on a more general level I love baseball because it is the one sport that appeals to my nature.  It is  a game of contradictions.  A game of statistics and averages that can lead to predictable outcomes. But also a game of amazing feats, simple mistakes, and bottom of the 9th comebacks.

Proof I really do bleed Dodger blue.

Proof I really do bleed Dodger blue.

It is a team sport and there is nothing like watching a well oiled machine. But it is also the simplest of duels between two individuals, one with a ball and the other with a bat. It is a slow methodical game and yet sometimes you wonder where the last 8 innings, 8 games, 8 months went.

Baseball is also a game of second chances. You can be down, but you’re never out. You can always get a hit next time, wake up tomorrow and try again. It is a game inherently about hope.

I can’t quite say why I love baseball.  It is more an emotion and a feeling.  I can’t quite say why I love the Dodgers. It is like the love you have for an extraordinary friend. But what I can say is that there is nothing quite like Dodger baseball. There is nothing quite like the excitment of Spring!





Reflections on an Inauguration Trip

26 01 2009

Just one week ago I was in a plane heading toward Dulles International Airport.  For those of you who know me, flying is not one of my favorite activities but there was no question that I would bare it in order to be a witness to history.

We flew over on Virgin America, now my second favorite airline after Hawaiian.  We each had personal screens, could chat with our seatmates and could watch any cable network– I left mine on MSNBC.  You could also get a Google map and follow a little red plane across the country.  I appreciated us not flying over Texas.  A few other pluses about the plane, the interior was lit up in purple for our flight, the seats were leather, roomy, and very comfortable, and the safety video was amusing as well as informative. The plane was full of people traveling to the inauguration including my seatmate who was wearing an Obama t-shirt.  When we touched down the plane cheered and the pilot welcomed us to the celebration.

We arrived at the airport with no glitch what-so-ever.  Dulles is interesting, you have to take these little shuttle vehicles between the terminals. They were like self-propelled train cars with blade like spires on top, which we figured was there so snow did not collect on the roofs.  These shuttles also elevated and lowered themselves on hydraulics to be level with the terminals.  It was a little disconcerting to cross the paths of planes but it was much better than walking in the cold.

The blast of cold air from the sliding doors was actually refreshing after being in airports and the plane for so long.  It was also nice to finally know the cold instead of worrying about it.  Apparently, that morning it had snowed and there was evidence of it all around us.  Ryan was really excited about it, but I just hoped that was the end.  We got the car with little hassle, and with hardly another soul in the place.  Where were the hordes of people, I wondered to myself.  I wasn’t complaining, I was just a little confused.

We finally made it to the hotel, we stayed at the Sumerfield Suites in Herndon, VA.  It was a lovely two room suite with a fireplace and plenty of flat screen TVs to keep us all happy.  Jana and I mostly watched the news and I bounced back and forth between the two TVs happily.

Monday night we drove out to meet my friend KG and his wife.  He used to work in my office and is now out in DC doing awesome things.  I’m glad my tax dollars are going to at least one thing I can truly be behind.  KG was awesome! He bent over backwards to get my inauguration tickets for me and I owe him big time.  We had dinner and it was nice to catch up!

We stopped at a grocery store called Bloom after figuring out that it was in fact a grocery store.  We bickered a bit over what to buy and then downright fought the self-checkout lanes. “Put your bananas on the belt.” Line of the night! Back at the hotel we called it an early night.  We had an early morning and we were working off of fumes.

Tuesday morning I nearly jumped out of bed when my alarm went off at 5:00am.  After putting on what felt like an entire closet of clothes, I was happy to get outside because I was burning up. Bedecked in cameras, we opted to leave our bags behind, I was ready for an historic day.

Our plan was simple, our journey was anything but.  The lines for the day passes were horrendous, the trains already brimming to capacity.  We were sandwiched in a car that hardly moved. It seemed like as soon as we were moving we came to a stop again.  Trains ahead of us had some problems and the sheer overload seemed to be causing back ups.  But the spirit on the train could not be dampened. Even as we watched the minutes tick closer to the start of the celebration, no one seemed to be in a foul mood. The conductor was just as excited as the passengers which helped our moods. We tried and failed to start a sing-a-long, but we made a smile so it was worth it.  Forced to exit at a different stop because the ones we wanted were closed, we emerged on to the streets of DC.

The excitement was palpable.  We joined a heard of people moving towards the National Mall.  The energy was absolutely amazing.  I didn’t really know in which way I was going or how I was getting there.  I’m glad Jana had some sense of direction.  Then finally the streets opened up to rows of leafless trees and porta-potties.  A welcome sight to some in our party.  Jana and I spoted a screen and a speaker and were delighted.  It was nearly impossible to get to the tickting location in time so we were content to find a speaker to hear history, even if we couldn’t see it with our own eyes.

With the rest of our group back together we converged on a big screen near the Washington Monument.  The crowd wasn’t nearly as dense as I had expected.  Again, I was amazed at how bright the spirit was.  No one was angry or bothered.  We were all cold and only the tallest among us could see.  But it seemed as if no one cared.  We all booed the evildoers of the past 8 years, we cheered with hope for our new leaders and we burst into song, “Na na na na hey hey hey goodbye!” The crowd bellowed it into the cold crisp air.  A freeing sort of chant that lifted the last 8 years off of our collective shoulders.

Cheers and tears as Joe Biden became our nations new Vice President!  Then Barack Obama stood up to take the oath to become our 44th President.  The air tingled with excitement.  But what was that?  Was that the sound? Um? Oh well. More tears.

Then our new President took the podium and spoke to us.  I couldn’t hold back the wave of emotion inside me.  There were nearly 2 million of us standing out there, under the same sun, breathing the same air, hushed with a silence that left me thunderstruck.  Just remembering that moment brings tears to my eyes again.

This is the meaning of our liberty and our creed — why men and women and children of every race and every faith can join in celebration across this magnificent Mall, and why a man whose father less than 60 years ago might not have been served at a local restaurant can now stand before you to take a most sacred oath.

It was over with erupting cheers from the crowd.  It was so fast it felt as if the whole event had taken place in the span of a heartbeat.  The crowd started to disperse.  We huddled together and waited for the seas of humans to part.

The mall was littered with trash and the wind was colder than before.  Our celebration was over and all around us, signs of reality and work ahead.

We meandered in the mall for a bit.  The the helicopter carrying our 43rd president passed overhead.  Some on the mall saluted the man inside in a not so honorable way.  I waved, knowing that the last eight years were finally over.  All that talk of a peaceful transfer of power began to make sense.  In how many countries can two very different men, with very different ideals hand over the power of highest office in the land with a shake of the hand and a wave goodbye.

Legs and feet frozen, we made our way back to the metro station. When we finally arrived there was an unmoving, ever growing, crowd trying to get underground.  Defeated we sat down in the cold air, frozen we took off looking for shelter.  Our phones told us a Starbucks was near by. We circled the area only to come within feet of where we stood originally.  Inside a hospital cafeteria there was the Starbucks.  Thankfully, they let us inside.  We warmed up, rested our feet and ate.

After some time we bundled up and decided to wait in the crowd around the station.  The metro workers were very cheery telling us not to push and priasing us for our good work. I felt like a small child on a fieldtrip. It was surprisingly quick and we didn’t wait very long in the cold.  Got on a train rather quickly and headed home to watch the rest of the day’s celebration on TV.

Wednesday morning we had a late start eating breakfast and packing up a lunch.  This time we drove into DC.  Surprisingly street parking wasn’t that bad and we ended up being lucky each time we moved the car.  Our first stop was the Lincolon Memorial. The only must see on my list.  We headed towards the Mall and walked straight into the Vietnam Memorial. Might as well we all agreed.

The day was bright and beautiful, the air was cold but fresh. I started walking down into the memorial really unaware of much.  Then I saw a man come down a ladder with a rubbing.  The wall was so tall he needed a ladder.  The little American flags reflected against the shiny surface. My reflection. Name after name after name. Not names, people. Kids. Who were gone. The wall started to tapper down I brushed my fingers against the etching. What fate let me be there to stand in front of this wall? I was overwhelmed with emotion and I couldn’t control my tears.

I was over war memorials.

After collecting myself we headed toward the Lincoln Memorial.  I didn’t think it was so large.  It was an overwhelming place to be in light of recent events.  To wonder what he himself would think of our new President.  I sure he would have been proud of his country.

We then made our way to the National Museum of American History. It was jammed packed full of information and real artifacts.  The highlights were real documents from the Lincoln library. And an exhibit of Lincoln and the presidents.  There was a time line of presidents along a wall starting with our first and ending with our 44th.  There was a tingle to see Barack Obama’s face and name at the end of that line, 220 years of progress. We also saw the Star Spangled Banner, the real flag that inspired Francis Scott Key to write our nation’s anthem. It was amazing to see real historical artifacts.  It made the connection to our shared history so much more real.

We then headed for the National Air and Space Museum. Unfortunately, our time there was limited.  We were able to see the Right brother’s plane and exhibit. But by far I mostly enjoyed the exhibit on the Apollo missions.  To see the real gear worn by our first astronauts and I was absolutly flabbergasted at the size of a model of the Saturn V rocket.

By the time the museums closed so did my brain.  I just couldn’t handle any more information.  We walked out to the Capitol building and took some snaps at dusk. Walking around we stumbled across a cute little sandwich shop called Potbelly.  It was a great little find.  I was thrilled over the coat hooks by our table.

We walked back passed the Capitol building lit against the night’s sky, and snapped a couple of more shots.

We were up fairly early on Thursday for what would be our last day in DC.  It was a sad feeling.  There was so much to see and do we kept saying, next time, next time.

Traffic seemed to return to normal as we fought our way in. Again we found parking relatively easily.  Jana gets tons of kudos for her excellent parking skills.  We headed over to the Capitol building and took the tour.  History oozed out of the walls.  What an amazing and inspiring place.

Then we spent our last remaining hours in DC at the National Museum of the American Indian.  My brain was overloaded and the space was ideal. It was very meditative and relaxing.  We saw an exhibit of Fritz Scholder which was absolutely beautiful.

Tired, we then made our way back to the airport, after a bit of road shenanigans.  It was sad to leave, the weather had just become tolerable and there was so much we had to leave behind.  Security was so much more strict than LAX, which made me laugh.  American Airlines was so much more uncomfortable.  It was a strange bookend, where Virgin felt like flying into the future, American felt like flying into the past.  Which in an odd way was appropriate.

I know this blog post was extraordinarily long, so thanks for making it to the end with me. I hadn’t realized how many words were trapped inside me. It seemed as if I didn’t want to talk about it and that must have been frustrating to some around me.  But as the words spilled onto this page I realized it was that there was just too much inside me to express.

I am not blind and I will never let my youthful exuberance hide from me the truth.  All my hopes do not lie in the hands of one man.  I know there will be disappointments along the way, even heartbreaks. After all, it did not take long to feel the twinge of idealism broken by practicality.  But what will not ever fade is the enduring knowledge that we as a people can move our country forward. That we can rebuild.  We will not give way to the cynics and thieves. This is our country.

In the 27 years that I have been alive this is the first time that I have truly felt engaged, empowered, and prideful.  This is my country, and I belong here.  My president is biracial. My president can dance. My president throws  shakas and has a big bright beautiful smile.  My first family is a role-model for love.

I was in Washington DC on January 20th, 2009.  I was there when history was made.  Fighting back tears even now, I am proud.





The last and the first.

2 01 2009

Had a great new years eve and day!

Sore today from a great hike in Temescal Canyon. I took my Holga so we all have to wait for the results. I’ll post them as soon as I get them in, if any of them come out. I should have taken a second roll of film. Oh well.

Hopefully today will go by pretty quickly. I have a lot to do this weekend.

Hope your New Years was as great as mine!





Reflections on 2008 and Hopes for 2009

31 12 2008

December 31st is an interesting day. There is nothing truly significant about today other than it has become an arbitrary date signifying the end of one calendar year and the beginning of another. Yet, it is very significant because of exactly that, marking the end of one of life’s chapters and the beginning of another.

We have all turned, I am sad to report, another year older. For me 2008 marked the decline of my twenties. I’m now on that slippery slope to 30 barreling head first into true adulthood.

This year was marked by several big events in my life. Ryan and I finally crossed that legal line into marriage. Strange how a piece of paper can really solidify a relationship. Jana and I officially declared our legal partnership as well, (a business partnership), and our company 643 Photography was born.

This year also brought me a new life lesson, one that I have been somewhat sheltered from my whole life. My grandfather died at the ripe old age of 94. Frankly, he was so strong I never thought it would happen. I spent much of late November by his bed side and with him in my thoughts. I watched him slip into death and although I was not at his side when he left this world I was able to over come my fears and I said my good byes after he had gone. I will always love him and always miss him very much.

2008 was also an historic one. The presidential candidate Barack Obama occupied much of my attention and time. My gut knew he would be president, my heart hoped for it to be true, and my head rationalized every possible way he could lose. So much of my stress tide to one man was relieved on the evening of November 4th.

While the election held most of my attention, I neglected my poor Dodgers. But 2008 brought two baseball memories that will stay with me my whole life. The first is the tremendous high of watching my boys win the NLDS. The first time they have done that in 20 years. The second was the plummeting low of watching them lose the NLCS. I actually cried in the parking lot. My heart wanted it so badly, my head thought it would happen, but my gut knew they would lose.

I gotta start listening to my gut.

So what does my gut say about 2009? My head believes that it will be much like 2008, two steps forward 1 step back. My heart tells me that it will be an exciting year filled with new changes and challenges all bringing me closer to where I am supposed to be. But my gut, my gut is apprehensive to be too positive, but there is no negativity there at all. My gut is being rational and maybe that is the best way to look at the new year.

One clear sign of what the new year will bring is that I will be spending 4 days in January in our Nation’s capital with the two people who I have kept close to me for the past 8 years. Two special people in my life whom my gut knows will be close to me for many many years to come. We will be fighting the crowds and the cold and our fears of flying to witness the first African American man become president of our country.

This trip will not only be about the hopes for this country and for that man. It will be the start of what I hope to be an adventurous year filled with new experiences.

Bad or good, better or worse, one thing is certain, 2009, like every other year I have seen come and go, will mark another year that shapes who I am and who I will be.

No matter where I am or what happens in 2009 I know that I am truly blessed by the people in my life and I will always find happiness and contentment in their love.





Topics that are Hot and Moms that are Cool

30 12 2008

Yesterday started out every bit just the normal Monday. But then Jana offered to save me from the bus, I was kindly told to go home early and I ended up at Hollywood and Highland in a Hot Topic looking for blue hair dye at 4:00 in the afternoon. People need to do things other than meandering through a mall in the middle of a gorgeous LA afternoon on the Monday after Christmas. It was far to crowded at H&H and their maze of a parking structure and escalators made the task overly difficult. But alas, we survived and emerged with the prize. I can’t wait to see the results.

Then instead of going home to warm up some leftovers all by myself, GR invited me to meet her mom who was in town. That was so great because I hadn’t seen GR in a while. We went to TA’s house which was fantastic as usual. It’s the sort of house that feels like a movie set in which the characters are brilliant artists. It probably feels that way because the inhabitants are brilliant artists. It’s the sort of house that I would love to live in, except I wouldn’t do it justice.

GR’s mom was amazing. I could sit and listen to her forever, and she could probably talk just as long. I always love watching my friends and their parents, it gives them a new dimension. Makes me see them as kids.

My normal Monday ended as anything but normal and I had a blast.








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